September 26th, 2003

Daniel & Ze Doggy

7 days later

It's exactly one week since my dog died :( He died at 1am last Thursday night/ Friday morning. Its all so weird. I do think I have got better over the week, but I don't think I will ever get over missing him :( I took some photos of him when he was dead in the basket. I felt so sickened doing it at the time. My father said he looked like he was just sleeping and he did look like he was just about to wake up at any moment, but yet he never would again.

I am really glad I took the photos now and have them on the card in my digital camera. I feel like I am desperately trying to keep everything to do with him and not get it removed/ cleared up/ thrown away.

I cannot believe one week has gone, I thought it would be so slow, I have more to post about him (the dog) and photos.

thanks for all the nice cards and emails and everything from people :)
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Daniel + Red Hair

I'm having a bad day!

I'm having a really bad day today so far ugh!

so far....

o I have lost my Orange mobile phone sim card! I only use it to forward and leave free voicemail with friends, but left it out on the top of my desk and its vanished! argh its probably been vaccumed up by the cleaner today argh!! I will search further for it later.

o the kitchen is leaking and water is coming from somewhere above! my mother who is home today is cleaning it but yet still has not phoned a plumber!

o I looked up my address and now I cannot get broadband in my area! I cannot get a cable modem or adsl, my phone number, and address now says.....

Your exchange has broadband ADSL. However, the length of the telephone line between you and the exchange is too long for broadband ADSL.

why suddenly am I too far away? I don't even know where my local exchange building is!
ugh oh crappy days!

I need broadband!
and cheap escorts!
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