Shoppingqueen's LiveJournal - the personal journal/diary of one who shops

Tomorrow is gonna be such a crappy day argh!

I had the first counselling crap thingy a few weeks ago and it went okay, and I coped okay but felt depressed a bit at the end, because they would find me a therapist now (after the evaluation) and I have to go like every week argh, for a minimum of 6 weeks.

So tomorrow at 12pm, is my first appointment, with some guy called Tim. He sounds scary on the phone. Scary in a old man way. I bet he has a beard!

eugh I really DON'T wanna go, but I will go and I should go to the first one. If I really hate it, I can never go again muhahaha.

As D said to me, the irony is getting support for anxiety, and most people are too anxious to get it, like me! argh. I don't think they can help me at all and I am improving myself.

I have so much stuff I have done to write in my journal.

I just want it to be tomorrow afternoon, afterwards!
I hate anxiety and panic :(

"I see you baby, eatin' kebab" - Amusing Richard quote of the day.

I very rarely post annoying quizzes, but for one special day only! and cos it amused me :)

I taste like Peanut Butter. I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?

P.S ~
apparently if I was not peanut butter, I was alcohol, surprise!

I updated my profile - birthdays are such a nightmare, you have to update your age everywhere over the internet lol ;)