September 18th, 2001

Daniel Moody

Hell Week

I have a really crappy week this week and may be insane by Saturday!

My Dr should have been visiting on Wednesday but came today. It was kindda depressing like assessing stuff. My Dr is really good though and when he first started seeing me he did not accept my illness was more than depression which is such a Victorian View. The thing that really annoys me however, is that my homeopathist has been suggesting to me that I slowly decrease my asthma medication and have been doing for like 12 months. Now I am on a VERY low dose, and was scared to tell my Dr about reducing stuff and he was like "good, glad you can access your own ability yourself". God I was on REALLY high strength years ago, and no one ever changed it or anything. If you feel bad, the dose is risen and never suggested to lower it.

My doctor's surgery is now 100% paperless, so if the hospital write a letter it is scanned in and put on my account. wow modern technology today.

I wanted tranquilsers,but he just suggested changing epilepsy and anxiety dosage (higher). but it was okay really.

I have a appointment in hospital on Thursday. I really don't want to go. I have done every single hospital thing known to man, and have ever test known to man. X-rays, CAT scans, endoscopy, ECG, everything. Nothing has ever shown anything. More and more illnesses we have today can not be detected or helped by hospitals, and their approach just seems to be to keep doing crap instead of admitting defeat.

I don't want the stress and crap of it, so probably will refuse to go.

I may be insane by Saturday with stress grrrr.
  • Current Music
    Madonna -Holiday -Blonde Ambition Tour- Live At Wembley Stadium
Journal Logo

*War* is just something to comfort American people with

Talking to a girl near NY a few days ago, She was under 16, and had lost some family in NYC.

bomb all Muslims
urmmm why? There is no proven evidence against Muslims or any Country or any Suspects.
you're a foreigner, you don't understand
If a bomb goes off in Ireland, is the whole Catholic Religion blamed?
she goes on about war etc cannot remember it exactly
If there is War, many more people will die on BOTH sides.

Just because I do not agree with war or revenge, does not mean I don't care. It's a horrific thing to happen and I am sorry for everyone, but it was a group of sick terrorists.
grrrr

If you say in America you don't agree with war, then you are looked at as "not patriotic" and that is so sick!

War is a major word. This has already shown that the USA is not a super infallible country, no country is. War could destroy most of the country and end up like in movies and in Dark Angel where it's a 3rd World country.

Bush now says its a war against "terrorism", and he said it to comfort people.
Bush Jr is scary, he is like his father and seems to want to take the US into wars to show how strong it is. Like the ultimate power. He is almost a communist dictator

LA Time Story
Bush's Image Fails to Fill the Screen

....."Bush has seemed almost like a little boy at times--a kid with freckles wishing he were somewhere else--when instead a national anchorman was needed to speak believably with confidence about the state of the union during one of its darkest hours."

So So true, and a British MP said in Parliament a few days ago....

"Whilst firefighters, cops and many others risk their lives, the president is zig-zagging across America from nuclear bunker to bunker".

Racism has gone insane at the moment, I see all over the net messages about blacks/jews/arabs all sorts. It's horrid and it's really horrific that people are being attacked for being Muslim. In the UK, a children's Muslim school was attacked and had death threats.

My mum said yesterday that Bush better be 100% sure before starting bombing a country that they are guilty, or it could be really bad!

People behind this are sick, and should be brought to justice but not with revenge

Revenge does not satisfy you. Ask the people who watched Timothy McVeigh die. They wanted to be satisfied that justice had prevailed and now would forget it all. Not true, they felt even worse.
  • Current Mood
    indifferent indifferent