I think I have concentration problems, or my body is just exhausted out :(
I spoke to azoth last night on the phone, when he possibly phoned me up drunk and French. His voice was like liquid manly silk, or something! I was trying to think of a adjective :)
I was supposed to see my counsellor today for the first time in like months, cos he has had really bad health, but he cancelled and has the flu! Its all so ironic! I think I may be insane, by the time I next see him Actually I realised I did not really miss counselling that much, when he was off in hospital. I wanna continue it, but dunno for how much longer.