moroseMy family is so funny! Other families shout and argue, but we just go silent and don't talk about anything, we ignore it! It's a bad thing, its far worse I think!!
God what the hell is my brother having done?
My dad went to a funeral today. This lady was really nice and I knew her, she had one of our old kittens. She died from cancer. It started as a little lump in the foot and moved everywhere. She went last week into a hospice and died one day staying there! Really scary. Cancer is all about catching it early. I am so sad for her and her family. She was cremated and I have always said that I want to be buried whole. I had this fear as a child, if you are burnt, you are buried as ashes, I wanna be buried whole. I mean you like dissolve into the soil anyway, but i dunno! Talking about death is so weird. Like if you think to yourself, what is it like when your not here, like you no longer exist, whatever happens next. It's so strange and tingly
All the damn videos in the house are broken! A man is coming tomorrow to fix them. grrrr I swear there is some kindda magnetic force which breaks everything, CD players hifi's etc, its way too freaky.
