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Horse Blood on my Hands! (not in the literal sense)
I am not really a fan of sports that involve animals like horse racing or dog racing etc and tend to not watch them or bet on them. I am not a really moralistic person but am quite ethical in my beliefs. But BBC's The One Show has been following a horse called 'McKelvey ' in the run up to one of the most important horse races of the year, The Grand National. He ran last year and was the runner up but was injuried in the race and vets wanted to put him down. The trainer refused and got him back to health to run in this years race. If he was not well enough or in bad health he would not have taken part, but the idea was to follow the story of this horse. They followed his story, with video and a live webcam which had 28,000 views (website here) and he was fit enough to run in the race last Saturday. His betting odds were 28-1 and I decided to bet £2 on him, in a kind of supporting way. (I dont really like betting either really, just never really interested me. I sometimes bet on tv shows but not really sports).

So the Grand National goes on which is a tough race and sadly McKelveyinjured throwdon'ts his rider and jumps the next jump riderless and then runs into a barrier. He has to be put down. He was the only horse that died (which is much better than say races a decade ago).

I feel really sick and furious with myself that I went against my own ethics and bet on a horse race there by morally supporting it.

It was sort of the worst and most shocking thing that could happen really to the whole human interest story of the horse. Some media outlets are saying this publicly shows up the whole of horse racing but other sources say that it shows how safe and well looked after the horses are.

I won't be supporting horse racing again

The Times have a story about the whole saga here

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the olympic torch in London - its just embarrassing!
The Olympic Torch going through London today is hilarious! I am so glad people are protesting and have the right to protest! On the live news footage of its journey people keep getting arrested and pulled out of the way and there is banners and attempted torch snatches and crowds shouting. Its brilliant! I love a good protest.

Just saw the prime minister greet it in the protected and closed off Downing Street and you could still hear crowds shouting "shame on you" 

If I had better health I would be there to protest too. The olympic association made a decision which was controversial and now have to live with that decision. I cant even feel sympathy for the people running with the flame, they choose to accept that role!

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the fear of everyone knowing
in some ways I am fucked up in the head, as everyone probably already knows lol. I have a fear of everyone finding out I am gay and its almost irrational. eg my brother and friends know I am gay. My parents do not although they probably do but I have never formally come out to them. The internet knows I am gay. I have always been open and honest on it about everything. But here is the weird thing I don't want people from my high school finding out. I have this fear of them all knowing and spreading it around. Its stupid because I left the school in 1995 and they don't meet up as a high school anymore and they probably don't even care!

When I was in high school no one was gay or came out openly but people tell me in college and university people become more open and individual, but in high school everyone tries to be the same and not be individual (generally).

If you take examples like my friends reunited profile. I do not say my sexuality, and I do not link my homepage or anything else on the net. There is just this fear! I have told old friends and some people who have contacted me I am gay and they have never cared.

This all comes to a head with face book, which links your high school with your profile. I have entered my school on my livejournal and myspace in the last year, but on face book I can see people I knew from school also linked on it.

I just cant be arsed to hide being gay and all my details on it. If someone reads it and spreads it around, oh well!
I just hope I don't live to regret it you know?

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The Sark
I was really sad that at 4am on Monday the Cutty Sark was (most probably deliberately) set alight. The Cutty Sark was a major London landmark and a tourist destination. A tea clipper ship built in 1869, she was designed to be the fastest way to bring tea from China to London. It was undergoing a restoration which cost a lot of money and was going to last a couple of years.

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Here is some photos from BBC News:-

The Cutty Sark

The Ship in better days

A view of the Cutty Sark fire

The Fire

Copyright Trudi Bailey

The Situation now

There is something really sad (in my opinion) in the destruction of history. Especially important history and real examples of history. But no one was hurt or killed in this situation, I guess the ship is not that important in the meaning of life. I remember seeing a programme about a historic library in Germany accidentally was set alight and people were going in trying to save some of the very important texts and books and manuscripts contained within. Maybe history and fate results in some course of the future where things will get destroyed. I visited the Cutty Sark a lot as a child and had been on it! But not been for years but it was just a landmark that was always there.

Apparently it will cost millions to rebuild and fix it. I am in two minds if it should be reconstructed or not. I think I am largely moving towards the view on fixing it all up, just because that local area owes a lot to it, and its tourism that it brings (there is nothing else interesting in that area of London lol)

I guess its just material things, life goes on without it or in its bad state :(

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Big Brother UK - 10 days to go
Saw on Channel4 this morning watching Popworld, the countdown begins!

oh the excitment!

Big Brother UK - 10 days to go

you can see the full animation video on youtube here

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police shooting local to me
Woah during the night a man was shot dead about 10 minutes from my house by the police! Its all over the main news and was part of Operation Trident

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I did not hear or see the shooting, but scary!
It was right next to Park Royal station.

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The Eurovision Entry
Saturday was the most important event in the European gay calendar The Eurovision Song Contest- you can read the full details about it and the history on the Eurovision Wiki Entry. Basically its done by the European Broadcast Union (EBU) which is a union of countries to help broadcast worldwide sporting events and international events and help the countries with much less media technology or money and entries to the competition include none European countries including Israel and in the past Morocco who are members of the EBU. The competition started in Switzerland in 1956 and the UK joined the next year! The idea is each country enters a pop song and then the other countries all vote and there is a winner and league table at the end. Abba were famous for winning in the past with "Waterloo".

There is so many countries now in the competition that its split up into a semi-final and a final! Each country has their own selection process where the citizens vote out of a choice of songs of who to represent them. Then it goes through. The UK, Spain, France and Germany put the most funding into the EBU and basically fund the entire contest so they are automatically through to the final of the competition each year. In the semi-final 28 countries battle it out to be in the final, and the top 10 go through to the final, plus the big 4 and also the top 10 finishing countries of the year before, so there is then 24 countries in the final. Each country plays their song live and then voting is done by televoting and sms (traditionally each country had a panel, like the Oscars and there is still a panel in case the voting linguistics in that country collapses).

This years show was in Helsinki in Finland after Finland won last year (the winner hosts the next years show, which is bad if you are quite a poor country and have to host it, or if you are Ireland who have won the most times and have had to pay each time to host it!). I think the theme this year was transvestites and gender bending there was so many entries which used this theme!
But then comes the controversy and the problem. Europe is changing and many former countries are splitting up and there is millions of new countries, eg Yugoslavia, the USSR, the Baltic's etc and there is now mass bloc voting. Its starting to really annoy me now because basically the Western and "traditionally" European countries have no chance of winning. All the neighbouring old connected countries vote highly for each other. Its not voting on which song you like the most.
Its been said for many years that Eurovision is dying because people are increasingly getting pissed off but on the BBC they got 10million viewers on Saturday which is still very good. It still has UK viewers. but we do awfully! We came second last!

I loved our entry this year! 

Scooch at Eurovison

they are were so fabulous, camp and cheesy. I felt it really suited everything about the song contest. Its fun, its cheesy, its not serious classical music competing. I loved the song! We came second last with 19 points! Only Malta and Ireland love us! Ireland came last but had a truly awful song.
The winning song was....

Serbian Lesbians

Serbian (possibly) lesbians with 268 points.
I am really sad :( I really like Bulgaria, Georgia,  Belarus, Romania and Ukraine whom had this fabulous drag queen.....

Ukrainian Drag

In previous years its been said the whole contest is political. eg people are not voting for the UK because of the Iraq war and supporting George Bush and I have agreed with that. We last won in 1997! But in shock news I have changed my mind this year. Some of the other countries also supported America and Bush in Iraq, including Poland and others who were not affected. I don't think its deliberately political, I think they just vote for their neighbours and countries like the UK and the old Western Europe is ignored in the voting, rather that deliberate malice. Also they choose entries who are locally very popular who all the former USSR countries say know.
This year seems to be the most controversial of all! Italy is also one of the biggest EBU funders and have not taken part since 1996 as they say Italy is "passionate about their many singer-songwriters" and do not want to take part. Ireland and Malta are furious after doing badly and are "reviewing entering" according to the Eurovision Fansite ESCtoday and Sweden and several other countries are furious. Next year no Scandinavian countries automatically go through to the final!
I think we could enter any song and just come last now! Lots of countries are demanding changes and I am not sure how they could change it? maybe two contests east and west Europe or maybe the songs are anonymous and so no one knows where the song they are voting for is from (they can sing the song in any European language). I love Eurovision but its not a competition where the best or most popular song wins anymore, its bloc country voting to support each other ,and the Eastern European countries far outweigh the West these days!

All the press and UK media are now attacking our entry as being awful. Well the UK public choose that song out of a selection of lots of different types of song as their favourite. The same thing happens every year now since 2003, we do terribly and our entry is attacked by all the British press/ media. I like the United Europe thing but The contest needs to change to be a fair contest

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if you are a Brit...
I shall do another post later on! *gasp* (that's to everyone, not just the Brits).

After the news today that the National Health Service is £512 million now in deficit (news story) - if you go to the BBC News homepage you can enter your post code and it will tell you about the NHS financial state of affairs in your area. Its also at here if they move the postcode search off the front page.

My local NHS financial info is here and I was shocked to find that in my local area, we are in surplus (e.g. in the green)! I was sure my area was massively in debt!

I do wonder if there is a point where you keep throwing money at something and its all being eaten up by bureaucracy! Why is no money trickling down to the places that need it!

That is my political health post of the week lol

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The Story of Water
In case you don't already know there is major problems in the UK in the South East with water. Apparently (according to adverts on the radio from the water companies) we have had less rain than places like Dallas in the last year! Maybe its climate change or just weather systems but we have not had enough rain to fill all the underground water systems and reservoirs where we get water. That is the natural side of it, but there is a political side to the story too and that is the water companies.

All the utility companies were privatised years ago but in the electricity and gas industry we can change the company who supplies us, but we have no choice with your local water company. You just pay them and they give you water. In my personal opinion in any other company you pay for a service and then they provide you with a service. But the South Eastern water companies are saying there is not enough water to last all summer and they need to take urgent measures. My company in London, Thames Water launched a hose pipe ban in April and you cannot water the garden. Most of the South Eastern water companies are the same. This is what I currently can and can't do with water....

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from hozelock.com

There are currently some restrictions on hosepipe use in your area.

By law you are not allowed to use a hosepipe or sprinkler for watering a private garden or washing a car.

You are still allowed to use your hosepipe for:

  • Household cleaning such as windows and patios
  • Filling up fish ponds & paddling pools
  • Filling up watering cans & pressure sprayers
  • Hosing down pets and livestock

    You are also still permitted to use a pressure washer, however, Hozelock encourages you to be sensible about your water use and consider whether it’s really necessary.

    Always use a water stop connector and trigger gun to control the amount of water your hosepipe uses.



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    I do find it slightly bizarre what you are still allowed to do legally! You can take your vehicle still to a car washer to do it. The rules may change as it gets worse and some of the Kent water companies are getting drought orders. This means they could turn off entire streets of water and just have a stand pipe tap at one end of the street.

    I find this all absolutely insane. In the Summer 1976 before I was born, there was a major drought and people were using stand pipes and advised to bathe together etc. But now its 2006! I should be environmental and totally water conserving but I feel totally its not our fault and its negligence by the water companies.

    Someone on my lj friends (who probably does not even realise this) made me see once that just cos a company makes huge profits does not necessarily make them evil. We cant complaint about companies going bankrupt and falling apart and then complaint when they make huge profits. But when they are making huge profits and there is little improvement or investment in their business, then I think its a problem. Last year Thames Water made £2billion for its share holders. But (and here is my real issue) there is major problems with their water service. Most of the piping in London is Victorian in age, some of it before 1900 and its not been replaced! Pipes and sewers are falling apart and collapsing all over the place. They are not investing in their area and I think almost negligently. The other thing is that 7 reservoirs have been sold in the south east area for houses to be built on! 7 huge tanks of storage gone! How can I have sympathy?

    As I was saying about the service. When you pay for the internet you get bandwidth and you can do stuff like download illegally, look at porn, read livejournal etc but if you had an awful slow connection all the time and a dreadful isp service, you could complain and change wouldn't you? They would not be providing a service that you pay for. But we are stuck with our water company and cannot change!

    I honestly believe in these modern times that we pay for water, so we should get it coming out of a tap! There is three cases where I would change my stance on the water companies.

    1/ if the water company was government owned and thus not making profits. That is a totally different scenario and we should all pull together to save water
    2/ if there was some awful event happening like an earthquake or the recent problems in Thailand and Sri Lanka and New Orleans. It was a disaster and getting fresh water would be difficult
    3/ if my water company was making huge losses and not making any profits at all!
    4/ if water was not leaking out of nearly every pipe and there was major investment into it

    According to a letter we had from Thames Water advising us on this they spend £500,000 a day on fixing leaks around London. Here is the most shocking statistic of all one third of all London water is lost through leaks Its unpaid for water just flowing out into the soil!

    If the drought gets bad during the Summer, the water companies have to apply for a legal order 3 months behind hand to force people to use a tap in the street and the Kent water companies have done this, but fortunately Thames have not. But people talk about "it will bring around the war time spirit, we will all work as communities". I think that is a load of shit. Its going to end with people fighting and legal actions against the water companies by people and group actions. You just watch if it happens!

    We don't live in the 70's any more!
    Europe and Africa and Australasia have suffered many droughts over the years, and this could be a bad one for us. It could effect other areas of the UK but the South East is the worst affected.

    Thames Water have been criticised by a number of tabloids with these fabulous stories which destroy their PR totally!

    - the leaks throughout London. You can find leaks in parks and on the side of streets, just flowing for years! and when a major leak happens and ruptures its left for days/weeks/months!
    - one of the chief execs of Thames Water had his mansion pictured in a newspaper with huge fountains at the front of the house lol. Its like the worse possible pr. It was a huge gated mansion, but with two huge fountains at the front. I accept most fountains just recycle water, but its not a good image
    - The Thames Water building in London was pressure washed. Thousands of gallons of waters were used to clean the glass building and unfortunately the media was there to take pictures. Thames claimed they only rent the building and it was a regular cleaning job by the land lord and they asked them not to wash it!

    We have a rain butt to collect water to water the garden and I have to say I have been conserving water. But I would never report someone for using water. If I saw my neighbours washing their car I would smile!

    There is a number of suggestions that Thames Water could do. They could pump water through pipes to the south (this happens already from Wales, going Eastwardly), but apparently this would be too expensive. Spain and places like Dubai use Desalination plants which take salty sea water and turn it pure. They claim its too expensive to put in the south east. However Thames Water now say they want to build one at the place where the Thames joins the sea. However London Mayor Ken Livingstone is refusing them. I agree with him on this one. He says the money it would cost to build and the energy it used, would be better put in to repairing pipes. There is no point building it if a third leaks out!

    The ban does not cover people who pay business rates for water at the moment, but things like sports grounds and maybe even Wimbledon could be affected. But if all the grass died and they lost lots of money this year, surely they could sue the water companies.

    The water companies have made huge profits and done little in their areas but now I think they could be in major trouble. Public Opinion is very much against them. There is a natural/weather element to this, but they should have provided more than enough water in case of such years like this. If they are not providing a service, what are we paying them for! I think that the public can deal with a hosepipe ban, but if it got worse, I am not sure what's going to happen!

    The scary thing is that as a child I was told we will always have gas/electricity/water/petrol etc, and guess what we are now running into more and more supply problems! We live our lives in houses with computers/laptops/multi channel tv/ dvd recorders/ tivos/ pvrs/ gadgets that do everything for us and entertain us. There is people in Africa who hate a mud hut and have nothing what we have. We are so lucky! We live with so much! The UK is the fifth richest economy in the world and has a high standard of living, we should have water coming out of taps!

    I have hideous images of going to get buckets of water from the end of the street to make tea or to wash myself so I don't stink! It would be like 100 buckets to have a bath! argh!
    Rant Over!

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    oh it all starts tonight
    Tonight has so much on TV in the UK. It's the Semi finals of the Eurovision Song Contest and only the most fabulous countries go through to the final on Saturday. Countries in the top 10 of last year's final and France, Germany, Spain and the United Kingdom automatically go through to the final. (The 4 countries because they basically fund the whole thing every year!).

    Tonight is the penultimate episode of this seasons ER and it always amazes me that they start showing it in January with a 4 month delay behind America and then at the end of the season we are one week behind America!

    Also its the launch of this years Big Brother, the 7th series. I love Big Brother and I am not afraid to admit it. I look forwards to it so much and then hate everyone in the first week and then come to love and hate various people. It gives me something during the Summer! Some people like the show and some people hate that but what annoys me is the sort of 'looking down' on the show and people who watch it, especially in the media. There is a total hypocrisy about it!

    After about the 2nd series some of the newspapers started being "anti bb" papers but basically wrote the same things as the pro bb papers but they had a negative spin! eg "someone got kicked out" turns into "we really hate bb and its so evil, but someone got kicked out, can you believe it?" I predict I will see a story in every single UK newspaper about bb during the series and also on probably every UK news channel/show. If its such trash and so crap, then why is it reported on and why are the shocks and scandals massive stories? They are just normal people being filmed! Big Brother sells! Newspapers who write about the show have their circulation rates go up by 25% at least during the Summer (which is normally a really slow news time). The tabloids and celebrity magazines just have constant stories everyday. People watch Big Brother (who like it or they might dip in and out of it every so often) watch the show, and then discuss it with friends and then buy all the scandalous news stories that come up! Its a great mutual topic to discuss with other people!

    Its not a very serious series and the people taking part in it are fools if they think they will become celebrities and world famous. I bet half of them vanish after one month of the show! They entertain me for that moment in time, but can they go from that to acting/singing/entertaining/presenting? the history of previous contestants says mostly not!

    I do feel sorry for the people who hate it and try to avoid it! Its basically impossible to avoid! But its not a TV shows fault if its in all the media and all these stories are going on! The media print that stuff because it sells. If no one watched the show and it was unpopular, then it wouldn't be so prominent in the media! I see it as just a soap that goes on during the summer and it probably is trashy. But trashy programmes get viewers, why can people not watch them? Does everything have to be some upper class high brow affair? I find highbrow stuff mostly boring with people talking about crap they know nothing about!

    So I'm gonna watch it and you cant stop me!
    and I am sure unless its a really awful series I will watch till August!
    and I cant wait till tonight! oh the excitement

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